Doubt
Being with you makes me so happy, I never stop smiling. But still I doubt if you really mean it when you say that you love me. During 2 whole months I didn't even notice that there was something wrong, and you didn't tell me either. I was head over heels and just crazy about you. And all this time you felt that something wasn't like it was supposed to... I'm so disappointed. And it only took a few hours for you to all of a sudden change your mind and suddenly you love me again... don't you see how fake and unreal it sounds? It feels like you just said it because I became so sad when you broke up. It was if you felt guilt.
Eller vill du bara ha mig för mitt utseende? :( För att alla killar i skolan är avundsjuka på dig? För att du får ett ligg? Jag vill inte tro det om dig. För du är inte en sån person. Men du får mig att tvivla nu.
Please don't do this to me, I like you .. Please don't hurt me. I've been through so much before I met you. Last time I opened up to someone the way I've done with you, I was hurt and betrayed. I opened myself up to you, please don't let me down..
